Not sure how the joke goes…
Something about a guy asking for directions and an old guy making that statement.
I feel depressed and frustrated.
Life always feels so distant from what I wanted it to be. Happiness, contentment, peace, joy, love seem so elusive, mirage like in their ability look so close, appear as possible, only to evaporate as I grasp at them.
I try to be a better husband, better father, better man. I try to love more, hate less, not cuss. I try to help, not complain, not be a jerk.
But I fail. Over and over.
I talk to God. “Can’t you make me better? Can’t you make my faith stronger? Can’t you make me want to try?”
And I hear Him say, “you can’t get there from here.”
All religions (including “christianity”) are based on the idea of trying harder, becoming “better” people. And they all fail. We hold up saints and monks and zealots and clergy as examples of how religion succeeds, ignoring the reality and embracing the legends we’ve made up. Destroyed and disillusioned when we find out they were human after all.
And most watch us and shake their heads, knowing we pursue a lie that no one can attain.
You can’t get there from here.
Can’t we just backtrack? Go back to the good old days? Maybe there are multiple paths, maybe all religions have the same ultimate goal.
But the cross stands over us. Not as a way to make us be better but simply to open a door.
Paul said his righteousness was as filthy rags (menstrual cloths to be precise). The prophet Isaiah agreed. Our best efforts, though nobly given, don’t make a crack in the wall that separates us from what God intended.
Somehow, I have a feeling that the lonely single mom, the addict, the father who worked everyday in a nowhere job, all the “losers” that pursued Jesus, through failure, through the valleys may receive a heartier “well done” than all the preachers combined. And when we stand before Him, there will be no shame, no disappointment, only a realization that He was always there, always with us.
I’m still sad that I’m not “better”. But, I think I’ll quit thinking about me so much and just fix my eyes on Him.
3 thoughts on “You Can’t Get There From Here”
I love your conclusion…it is the solution to your problem 😊
2 Corinthians 3:18 But we all, with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory, just as by the Spirit of the Lord.
Thanks for commenting! So glad He’s not done with me yet!
Yes, He is the only way we amount to anything. Praise God, He finds worth in us through Christ.