So many questions…
So many unknowns…
I sing about God’s “Reckless Love”. I played “Walk By Faith” with passion on my guitar. So many songs.
Now I’m just embarrassed.
I think a year from now, when we sing those songs, they will mean something different than they did last year.
I want them to. I want my heart to go beyond the lip service I have given to God’s greatness. I want my life to have gone beyond what’s popular, beyond being a nice guy.
And for that to happen, I have to suffer. I have to boldly live out the miraculous. I must step away from safety, the false protection that I have raised up around me.
I have to believe.