I work in a factory and have been very vocal about my faith. I argue and witness and pray.
It felt like a slap the other day when one of them said, “you know for someone who knows the way, you sure act like a speed bump.”
I had been joking around, laughing, having fun, picking back and forth. I, for the life of me, don’t know what I said. All I know is, I heard that response and my world stopped.
I know I’m not amazing. I know I’m as human, as flawed, as broken as any other person on the planet. But, I pray and hope that my life, my words, my actions would point them to Jesus. I also know I will fail, sometimes badly.
So, what do I do now? What do we do when we’re faced with the fact that we have hindered people from seeing Jesus?
God, I come to you, admitting freely that I am not what I should be. Holy Spirit, I say, with tears, that I have gotten in the way of you and expressed things other than your love and desire for every human being. I have let anger and bitterness build walls around me and kept my heart closed to you and your voice.
Fill me again, live through me, smooth me out so that others can see you clearly. Let me speak only what draws them to your presence.