I’m way up in the air right now.
I’m not talking about physically. Well, ok, I am flying over what appears to be the Carribean and parts of Mexico or maybe that’s the Pacific.
I don’t really know. I’m not sure I care.
I’m looking down on the bluest water you’ve ever seen with tiny puffballs of clouds doting the sky. We’ll soon be landing in Panama ending the second leg of our journey to Nicaragua. We’ll then launch our ministry into the heart of the capital beginning the end of satan’s tyranny over this country.
Oh, I’m flying alright. God’s presence is surrounding us in these cramped, little airline seats. The heat is already kicking in as the fire in my soul begins to blaze.
In this moment, I see the man I am, the husband I’ve been, the father, the friend. I see my failing prayers for what they are and my life for what it has been.
And I know I can do better, be better, love more.
But this airplane will land. I’ll meet the ground again and life will go back to normal.
Ah, but will it?
See, my God (oh I love those words), MY GOD can do anything.
My God can crush this heart of stone.
My God can heal. My God can restore.
My God can awaken the warrior in me.
And then what?
Oh, I won’t be flying. I will still not know exactly where I am or how I’ll reach my destination.
I just know I’m coming for my freedom and joy. I’m coming for my family.
And destroyer, thief, killer, I’m coming after you.