He walked alone from the shop in that part of town that no “good” people talk about. He watched the movie, looked at the magazines, stared at the pictures on the walls. And now, he walked alone. He walked in shame.
Where would you go if you were him? What would you do now?
I talk to so many people, so many well meaning people, that have a thousand answers for what he should do. He should give up, it’s just what guys do. He should find a new relationship that “satisfies” him more. He should go to church, join a group, pray a prayer, listen to music, think about what he’s doing. And that’s just a short list.
There are good and helpful things on this list. There are things that need to be done. And this doesn’t just apply to guys addicted to porn.
In Exodus, the people of Israel were told to go into the promised land. But then they heard the spies report. “There are giants. We’ll all be killed.” And the people rebelled and refused to go in. Then God rebukes them and says they will all, all that rebelled, die in the desert. Then they’re sorry. Please forgive us, they say. We’ll obey you now, they say. But God told them no. They went anyway and many died in the battle that occurred.
The long and the short of this problem is that they, and we, are trying to fix ourselves. Jesus died on the cross to set us free from the power of sin and death. He came to give us life, “and life more abundant.” We go our own way and the only solution to the problem is to stop going your own way.
Couples divorce because they fight and there seems no way out. Teens run away because they hate their parents control and there seems no way out. And people remain bound to sin because they can not fix themselves.
“if my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and I will forgive their sin and will heal their land.” 2 Chronicles 7:14
Stop making your own decisions. Stop finding your own way. Stop listening to every voice that shouts in your ear. Seek His face. Seek His will. Find Him again and let Him choose your paths. He can heal. He can restore. He will help you.
And you’ll know where to go.