The trail ride had ended at the remote camp site in the middle of the woods. I had taken it out alone, set up the sleeping arrangements, got the fire started and then enjoyed some great food. Now came the tough part.
At 11:00 at night, there isn’t much light to navigate by. The dirt roads and fields I had to traverse were well known to me but without any moonlight one had to be cautious. Noises sound different, rocks and branches play tricks on your eyes. And then there was “the cave.” That’s what I called it. A place where the trees met overhead and, even in broad daylight, was dark and stuffy. At night, you could literally hit yourself in the face with your hand and never see it. It may have been only a quarter mile long, but to a nervous young man, it seemed like five.
I entered in and immediately lost sight of everything. I couldn’t see my horse, couldn’t see the road, couldn’t see anything.
So what do you do when that happens. My choice so often was to either fumble my way through, trying to direct something I knew nothing about, often – always making things worse. Or, and this took some practice, lay the reins on my horses neck and let him get me through. Horses see better at night. Horses can smell their way through things and have a great sense of direction, especially an old quarter horse.
This week I lost my job. What I was trusting in was no longer there to carry me and my family. A dark, forbidding place surrounded me and I still can’t see my way through.
But I serve a great God. He sees perfectly in my night. He knows everything and has it all under control. The surprise for me is that I ever, I mean EVER, pick up the “reins” of my life. Why do I think I know enough, see enough, understand enough to wrest my life from His loving hands?
My horse always got me through that dark place and I loved him for it. I knew we were in it together and I could trust him completely. My God has never failed me. He has never left me. He has never been less than a holy, loving Father, a mighty Warrior that brings me to victory.
Here you go Lord….
I’m all Yours.
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I pray that you feel God near you more now then you ever have before. I pray you enjoy His peace now more then you ever have before. I pray that you will lose yourself in His love now more then you ever have before. I pray that your trust in Him is stronger now then it every has been before. Take this time to be still and KNOW that He is God, truly know the great I AM and KNOW that He is sufficient for you and yours. Take pleasure in this night ride with Him. When you come out on the other side you will be better for it.
God bless Beloved.
Thank you. Certainly a time when I am brought to the end of myself and find my need for Him so much greater than I would want to admit.
I just heard the “lost my job” part! I am stunned! O I will PRAY! and LOVE YOU! and TRUST GOD with you! Dear Lord, WHAT? WHERE? WHY? HOW?
Yep, got fired. I talked against something they were doing wrong (probably didn’t do it the right way). Easier to silence the dissonance than solve the problem. God knows and is leading.